first week of classes done!

hooray! first offical week of my junior year is done. i'm really excited, all my classes seem really easy and i'm interested to actually learn new stuff. i met a nice girl who seems really smart and i hope we become friends, she has a drive to her that i could really use for myself. i think i'm just kinda excited about everything overall and i really hope i continue to aim towards my goals, cuz tbh theyre not hard or anything i'm just big and lazy and struggle with creating things. its a little hard for me to think of new ideas or designs cuz i havent done it in forever, mostly cuz i was embarrassed or scared of being judged, so its a muscle i really gotta learn how to use again. i have high hopes for my creative endeavors though, and i really hope i can figure out how to grow a following...

i really hope i can grow as a person and have my work and creative reflect that growth too. idk, theres much to strive for and i wanna see how far i can push myself now.

anyways! i'll try and do weekly drawings, if i dont finish them then i'll just force myself to post the sketch or whatever i have down anyways cuz i think it's really important that i try to get into a routine of things, cuz how else am i supposed to grow? also if i hold myself to this i know i'll prolly get really embarrassed posting something unfinished so it'll motivate me to finish something for once lol. goodnight!